CRACK THE LAUGH TILL YOU CAN, LIFE IS SHORT SO LAUGH INSANELY :D

ME AND YOU :D

We both young,
with same age,
i dont know you,
you dont know me,
we are from different school and place,
i know some of your mutual friends,
and so do you,
we meet at cyber world,
how useful facebook is.

we had a chat till late at night,
almost everyday since the first day i know you,
every morning i woke up i saw your smile on my screen's cell phone,
is it kind of sweet?
how glad am i for knowing you as my new friends,
you fill up my bored day with your hillarious joke.

i dont know you,
you dont know me,
we are from different school and place,
yeaaaah , ohhhhhh ohhhhh

i realize,
its not easy to find a friend like you,
you and me,
together lets shaking this world,
with our soul and passion,
you love music,
i love drama.

and i wll find no end for this :)

Try something new xD

i love music. but i just dont know to rock it out. yeaaah xD i got tried once but i just screwed it off -.- what a dumbass. hahaa. so noob. ah whatever. i'll learn it oneday. ONEDAY OKAY. haha

New things happen with reasons :)

i wanna be mature than before. Experience taught me so well to be mature and strong enough. i feel like a momma now. HAHA. it seems that life give me so many experienced for now :D how life love to taught me kan ? ish ish ish. but theres some benefit on what happen in my life. o become stronger , tougher , and mature i guess? i dont know. hahaaa .

BE WILDER ! ROARR

GIRLS NEED TO DO WHAT WE HAVE TO DO. NOTHING CAN STOP US. WATCH OUT YOU GUYS xD

Destiny :')

first time i met you,
I knew your the one for me,
second time i met you,
i got the sign that you felt the same,

we were hand to hand,
i feel the static,
we were heart to heart,
i feel the nervous,
we were lips to lips,
i knew that you are forever mine.

But sometimes it wont last.
and you try to mess up everything,
you teach me pains
you draw me a pair of panda eyes,
i realize your not my destiny,
not my destiny.

you can go now and leave me alone,
because your not my destiny baby,
not my destiny.

one day,
i'll meet someone that care about how i feel,
what i do,
and every single thing about me.
and that is you baby, my destiny :)

p/s : i create by my own. hakcipta terpelihara.

Ready or not ? spm is just a few months left.

even theres still a year left to face the SPM , but time is going faster now than before. blink and close yr eyes now, and tomorrow already spm. im so afraid. but i did nothing YET. i really wish i got the best result. haih. hopefully. do pray for me kay ? :)

p/s : i will change someday. but before next year la. haha. chao :D

Entah la wey.

1st thing, perempuan betrayer! :
Haihh, pening pening. everything i said, did nothings going well. wtf? -.- kenapalaa masalah tkpernah lari dr aku. satu satu dtg. baru aku nak lupakn ttg all those rubbish thinggy dtg la masalah lain. ada kwn mcm haram. ingatkan boleh dipercayai, kononnye mcm care pasal aku. last last pergi cerita hbs kt mamat tuu! mmg pissed off gila ahh.fed up aku dgn budak budak ni. perangai sume mcm sial. then buat buat lah emo. aku ni pun baik sangat. always say its okay even it hurt me like hell. haihh.
and now aku kena cop perempuan tktahu jaga mulut. mcm babii je. mencarut dh la ni. benci betul aku. kau mcm ahh bagus sgt nak suruh aku jaga mulut konon. kau lah punca nii semua. dh la malas nk ckp psl benda nii.

2nd thing, about shifting school :
taktahu laaa wey. nak pindah usj balik or stay dekat pbp. hmm , maybe pbp la kot. dh semua paksa aku jgn pinndah, haih, lgpun berat hati nak tinggalkan diorang. eceeeeh xD hahaha.

BEHIND MY SMILE ..

My life is getting suck since I know HIM and HER .
I hope I can rewind the time back and wish to God this is all never happen.
I cant believe that I will have to face such this problem.
What have I done ?
I done nothing.
Yeaah maybe.
That is because you MESSED UP with me first !
Then , why you should getting pissed off ?
It should be ME !
And now you want to put all the blame on me ?
And you girl , want to talk shit about me ?
GO AHEAD ! I DONT CARE !
As long as people that know me better, know what's the truth.
Who should be blame on all these crap thing.
Oh , maybe you think Its all my fault ?
Are you such a heartless ?
Do you know how does it feel when people break your heart ?
Of course you DO !
Then , you should understand my situation here.
You break my heart , and this is the RESULT.
You have to be prepared earlier before decided to break my heart.
ONCE AGAIN , maybe you are just way way STUPID. and cant think wisely.
After what you've done , you have to accept all this thing.

Everytime we touch :')

'EVERYTIME WE TOUCH I FEEL THE STATIC :)'

Take my heart :')

You can take my heart for a walk on the beach
You can take my heart for a little trip
You can take my heart very close to your heart
You can take my heart forever if you like

But not every heart belongs to any other
You and I
You and I are meant to be
I'm the one for you, You're the one for me
You love me as much as I do
When you look at me and we're skin to skin
I want you so
Please come in
And you love me more and more
And my love grows up with you
And you kiss me more and more
And I kiss you, too
And I kiss you, too

If I take your heart, I will cherish it every day
If I take your heart, I will heal these old wounds
If I take your heart, it's to make it happy
If I take your heart, it's forever close to mine

But not every heart belongs to any other
You and I
You and I are meant to be
I'm the one for you, You're the one for me
You love me as much as I do
When you look at me and we're skin to skin
I want you so
Please come in
And you love me more and more
And my love grows up with you
And you kiss me more and more
And I kiss you, too
And I kiss you, too

I don't care, I don't care
If I'm again carried away
If you swear, if you swear
To give me your heart in return
To give me your heart in return

I don't care, I don't care
If I'm again carried away
If you swear, if you swear
To give me your heart in return
To give me your heart in return

Bravo charlie

I feel like singing sad songs all night
I feel like tuning you out
do you want to make it in to more of a fight
is this yelling what love's all about?

so go on, and tear me apart
yeah just go on in straight for my chest
and maybe it's mostly my fault
'cause if I'm the only girl you ever had
I guess I can't be the best
can't be the best

and I feel like falling asleep while you scream
I feel like tuning you out
do you want to stand up and make a big scene?
put the lid down, pick up the dog shit, and shut your mouth


and I feel like singing sad songs all night :')

CHILL-ING :D

Thank Goshh , now i'm feeling much better :D
Thanks to my friends a lot ! You guys such an AWESOME FRIEND EVER . without you guys I dont know what wiil happen to me :)
Sekarang nii , aku dah okay sangaaat. dah takde rasa apa apa dh , TEEHEE
Lets the past be my worst history ever , and my future be the most superb journey :'D

I dont know why , but after I know the paniful truth , i woke up as the cheerful UMMU ATHIYAH back , its hard to believe aite ? maybe Allah makbulkan doa aku kott , supaya aku jadi tabah and ceria balik , hehehe

Me and asyraf , the history between us I'll keep in my heart as the sweetest thing , and maybe I'll just be friend with him. Act like nothing had happened between us . If he want it too lahh :P

okaaaay guys , that's al . malas nk tulis . sakit belakang . hahaha . byeee XD

IT's FATED

I dont know why. Its clueless . All of sudden asyraf asked for break :( ya Allah , time tu tuhan je lah tahu apa aku rasa . The hurt that i felt at that moment is undescribe-able . nothing can explain how broken my heart is . asyraf ali , sumpah aku sayang kau , then apasal tiba tiba mintak break ? I NEED YOUR EXPLANATION :'( we were too sweet and suddenly you buat mcm nie . I taak paham gilaaaa ! Mata dh bengkak mcm nak mati . then boleh lg you ckp jgn nangis kt i ? you gilaaa ke ? gaduh biasa biasa punn , i nangis , ni apatah lg you buat mcm nie . IF you ada problem , just tell me lahh. biar i faham , ni tak . tiba tiba jee . okay kalau you taknak sakit kn hati i . but if you buat mcm nie i lg sakit okaaay ? hmmm , i hoped gilaa relationship i kali nie dgn you tahan lama , but its always ended up after 1 month +++ :(

maybe its fated for me , for not having a long lasting relationship with the person I loved . I try to accept it even its too hard this time. before ni tak la sakit sgt , but kali ni its super duper HURT ! THANKS ASYRAF ALI , FOR EVERYTHING . I SEDIH GILAAA DGN TINDAKAN YOU

Exaaminationn :/

Huhh , talking bout exam everyone will like scared and making em goosebump , wooaaah :O
if theres a group for elimanating the examination , I'll be the biggest supporter! I SWEAR! -.-

Exam is just gonna start a few more hours and its killing me , I wish time will stop and no need to take the exam , urghhhh. I wish I was hermoine in harry potter series , I'm a magician and I can did everything under my spell , HAHA *surely I'll get straight A's*

Dear biology , I'm so regret to take you as my subject , may i drop you? but we have been together almost one year :( haiihhh

Chemistry and Physics , you have succeed make me liking both of you for this one year :) congratulations! hope you will not dissapoint me in final exam , if not I'll hate you more than BIOLOGY! I MEAN IT -.-

p/s : Hope I got no fail for this final exam , Ouh God help me! I wanna new phones :P

MY SUPERB SWEET SIXTEEN

this year i celebrated my sweet sixteen with my bobo, asyraf . haha and others :D kitorang makan kt pizza hut, ioi mall. then my bobo buat suprised mcm tula , diorang sorok hadiah dlm menu pizza -.- HAHA. so hillarious , but sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet! *panjang sudehh , haha. asyraf my hottie tu bg perfume body shop, hihi. nanti kat sekolah hari hari aku pakai perfume tu, HAHA. pastu jalan jalan and balik lah apa lg. ngeng , ahha. what else? mmm, mcm tk tahu nak tulis apa dah. haha. okaay laah , the end. heheheee



p/s : iloveyou asyraf ali and hope we will last forever :')

ASYRAF ALI XD

HEHEHE, malu nak cite , HAHA -.- my new boyfie , and i love him so fucking much >< thats all , hehehe . byeeee :D *tak tahu nak tulis apa , HAHA

HAPPY EID DAAY XD

Hey guyss, its been quite long i left blogging just because for this moment i dont have any mood for blogging, like NO IDEA ==' okaay hari raya just about a couple days to goo. and im quite excited, mm not really, cs ill be celebrating my first day of raya at Taiping, Peraak my dad's hometowwn and seriously i said, I DONT LIKE IT! that's freaking bored okaaay? i prefer my mum's hometown at Gerik , Peraak. even the place quite pedalamaan and kampung much! but i like it, the cousinn, and i got a few friends there as i was schooling there last year, cant believe it? BELIEVE IT DEAR! we are going to make our move to taiping this thursday, TOMORROW. erghhhh -,- heeeeelpp meeeeeeee :'( about the preparation for raya, i just buy baju kurung only, the rest maybe today or somedaay, my parents alwaays busssaaayy with their work and terawih thangg. hmmmm, so just wait and see , hehe. by the way I WANT TO SAY SORRY TO ALL OF YOU WHO ARE READING THIS RIGHT NOW, IM SORRY FOR WHAT I've DONE ALL THIS WHILE AND ALONG OUR KNOWING , THAT I MIGHT HURT YOUR FEELING AND WHAT SO EVER! I DIDNT MEAN IT OKAAY? IF I EVER DID WRONG LAH TO YOU GUYS. IM SORRY FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART, AND I LOVE YOU GUYSSS :') THANKSS FOR THE SUPPORTING AND BE ON MY SIDE , *so touching :P . HAPPY EID DAAAY, HOPE DAPAT DUET RAYAA BANYAKK FOR THIS YEAR :D , hihi, byee ya all !

PROBLEMO ...

Hey stalker , whats up? okay now nak cite pasal apa yg berlaku lately nie. Like, a lot of problem that people need to handle and settle down lately. especially my friend's problem. About LOVE, LIFE, AND SOCIAL PROBLEMS. But its more to love problems. Okay lets talk about the first one :


AZEEM :) :

okay, here the stories. dia citer kat aku yg dia tgh heartbroken skrg dgn azrina. my friend as well. He said that he always tried the very best just to make azrina happy with him. beruntung en? but azrina still tk bahagia dgn azeem nie. azeem ckp dia buat mcm mcm. time birthday azzrina, dia semangat dtg rumahh azrina bg teddy bear. dia kata reaksi azrina time tuu happy la. of cs la en. sape tk happy. pastuu after that, azrina mcm ignnoore dia la. and aku pun tk tahu kenapa. azeem ade tanya azrina kenapa? but azrina tk bg jawapan. hmmmm. and one day azeem tanya azrina , dia lg happy dgn azeem or ex dia? and azrina's answered 'dgn my ex'. yawwwww, time tu azeem hancur jugak ahh. dia penah call azrina sampai nangis nangis laaa. sweet en? haha. lepas azrina bg jwp mcm tu, azeem minta break. diorang dh couple 2yrs dh kott. heeh.


"just be patience okay? theres always be the better person after losing someone, mybe she's just not right for you. dont regret for what you've done. trust me you've done all yr best babe :') "


AMEEN :) :

nie lain pulak citernye. haihhh -.- dia couple lla dgn budak nie namanye aina okay. aina tuu kt mrsm skrg. ermmm, mcm one day aina mintak break , sbb apa ntah. lupa la. haha. pastu lepas dh break, aina nie still contact si ameen nie. dia punn confuse. aina suruh ameen cari gf lain, but kalau si aina nie still contact ameen nie, cmne ameen nie nak hilangkn sayang dia kt aina. lebih kurang mcm tu la. hehe. so, he's in DILEMA.....


" kau boleh hidup without girls man, just use yr parents as yr inspiration to success, you no need girl to inspired you, yeah maybe. but it just after you get marry. so dont be stupid "


MOJA&EMIRA :) :

nie lain pulak cite nnye. haihhh.tp korang pun tahu en? so malas la nk tulis. haha

" be strong, maybe she's just not the right person that GOD make for you. Try searching for the new one :D hehe"

Missing blogging :')

Holla senioritas ! lama tak update blog ku yg tercinta nie. ewaahh. haha. mm, apa nak cite eh? baju raya dh beli. lawa tau xD haha. oh yeah ! pasal puasa tahun ni :D okay la. but mcm cepat jee masa berlalu. dh nak the end of ramadan dh. tak sabar nak raya actually. rindu cousin cousin kuu ! a year tk jumpa duhh -.- semua busy. kambeng betul. haha. banyak nak story dgn diaorang ohh. haiyaaa. sekolah pun makin interesting lately. presentation BI the best laahh ! kelakar gila. kitorang argue like hell ! semua nak menang. but kena speaking lah all the time. mcm bg lesson jugak lah to stand up infront and talk to many peoples and how to present well. bagus kalau nak interview keje nanti. haha. self-confidence dh ada :D ckp mcm org besa pulak aku nie. haha. emm, what else yeah? nothing kott. bye guysss :)

OHH GOSHHH ! RUMAH PUTRY TERBAKAR !

aku gilaa terkejut lahh bila dgr berita ni . it happened on thursday laa . serious aku tak sangka ohh . putry cakap dia tak sedar ponn ade kebakaran berlaku . time tu dia sorang2 je kat rumah , mak dia keluar ang his dad off to indonesia . pehh . mmg nak nanges la time aku dgr berita tu . put cakap ; jiran dia lahh bgtahu dia yg ade bau hangit mcm tu lahh . then , dia tgk rupa rupanya dari kilang mak dia . rumah dia and kilang tu bersambung , so mcm api tu merebak lahh . dia call bomba and panggil semua org laa , and gilaa lahh put cakap mmg takde apa la yg tinggal . habis semua terbakar , gilaa berat dugaan dia . sabar kaayy sayangg , ade hikmah nya di sebalik tu . hmmm , mmg serious tak sangka yg benda ni boleh jd kat my own bestie , nak melawat dia , tp tak ade masa lg , and rindu dia ohhh . luckily , putry okayy je , takde injured ke apa ke , haih .

DISAPPEAR :)

heyyo :) agk lame lahhh aku tinggal kn blog ni , cs now i'm addict to TUMBLR YO :D
HAHA , every night i spent my times updating my tumblr , sorry blogspot , ni ponn update cs MOJA ! haha , dia semangat nakk bace blog i *winkwink

tadi pergi kenduri kat petaling jaya , eee makanan dia tak sedap sgt loo , hmm makan sket je , mama i ponn agk takk lalu nakk makan , HAHA *jahat ohh , ish :P
hmm , lantak lahh , benda dh takk sedap , tp thankss for the invitation :) dah laa sesat pulakk tu ohh , and and korang nakk tahu ! first kitorang sampai kat satu tempat kenduri ni , HAHA , ingat kann betol lahh kenduri yg tu , then my uncle tanya lahh org tu ni kenduri ke kenduri (nama pengantin)? then org tu ckp , bukan ! HAHA , nasib baik tak makan lagi ohh , ngekngok betol , pastu tanyalahh org jalan rumah yg sebetul nya , then sampai lahh , dh la lapar tuptup , makanan diorang takk sodap mana , hmm , hampa gilaa kott , saboo je lahh :( takpe new experience yg nak share dgn korang , lepas ni kalau nak pergi wedding , or event ke kena tahu jalan dulu ! okayhh :D thats all babe , fuhh , penat eden tulis :O hoho , takpe demi MOJA ! cehhwahhhh :D haha , takleh bla , okay boiyeeeeee XD

LO-LO-LOVE SOMETIMES ASK YOU TO SAY SHIT ,BUT SOMETIMES IT ASK YOU TO SAY AWWW :)

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens
your chest and it oepns up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then
your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats
you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love for now -.- i hope one day theres a charming guy whose will steal my heart and take care of it better than anyone else do :) ILOVEYOU BABY

BORED DAY EVER !

okayy today i'm goin to say effin about millions time ! theres no one chat with me , texting with me , err -.- texting yeah , got a few . HAHA :P but still boring gilaa nk mati -.-' thanks to jann and put fer the text babe :) at least yoo :D haha , hr ni text dgn jann bout something yg gilaaa merepek and GELI ! haha , here's the story "once upon a time .. err , *gedikk* i jadi mcm the one who begging jann for her love , whatsoever :P haha , then she rejecting me ! wtheck XD gila takk bersyukur *sorry babe :D err , than she admit that she just too fabulous to accept me , HAH ? i know she's kinda perasan , like me XP

hari ni gilaa boring online fb :P no one commenting on my wall post , IM with me , or just liking my status ! yaww , yeah thats what we called bored day for today , hope that tomorrow will be the funniest day fer me :) hope soo ,hoh , ye tomorrow got last paper , physics paper 3 , damn good :D but not for the paper , its because its the last paper yoo XD huhhh , hopefully me can answer well for this last paper , do pray for me kayyh ? may god bless you then ! cewahhh :D haha , okay goodnight guys , sweetdream of me :D if you dont mind , HAHA -.-

morning worlds :-)

today 2nd june 2010 , my life is goin' so much better :) i woke up this morning at 11 something laa , not sure ohh .. ermm act i nak search layout utk blog ni but idk loo,any suggestion guys ? one more thiing , act today got school but hr ni exam takde so me and my friends decided tak nak pergi ,hehhe at first mmg nak pergi cs yesterday ponn tak pergi , exam sivik je kott :p malas laa and bagos la tak pergi cs diorang kate bored gila kt sekolah td , fuhh -.-

nakk tahu takk i breakfast apa tadi ???? haha , gedik gila ( thats what i'm used to be)
not la special sgt ponn , just makan nasi lemak , ayamas and hotdog black pepper :D
byk wooh :O eleh , biarlahh bknnya gemuk ponn , metabolisma tinggi la kononnya ,hahah
apa lagi korang nk tahu ? yeah , i'm still in busuuk at this time , cs i'm writing this before i got shower :p well , mcm korang tak biasa ,HAHA :D *okay ,i'm using HAHA too much , effin -,-' err , arr , okay end writing , enjoy reading yoo :) byebye

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Miley Cyrus - My heart beats for love (Live @ Rock in Rio/Portugal)

my heart beats for love by miley cyrus :) awww loike !

I've been traveling on a lonely street
Got lost in the shadows
Fell hard in the battle
The choirs and the suffering
I walked through the darkness
Left broken and heartless

I'm calling out, can you hear my voice?
I'm gonna follow you through all the noise
Ooh whoa
You know there's nothing that I wouldn't do
So shine your light as I reach for you

My heart beats for love
My heart beats for love
It's the sound that I hear, tells me not to give up
It breathes in my chest and
It runs through my blood
My heart beats for love
My heart beats for love

Whoa ooh oh oh oh yeah

And I've been told at least a thousand times
It's not worth the struggle, the hurt or the trouble
I keep running up to these front lights
No I won't surrender
I'll wait here forever

Standing here with my head held high
Oh can't you see that it's worth the fight?
My heart beats for love
My heart beats for love
It's the sound that I hear, tells me not to give up
It breathes in my chest and
It runs through my blood
My heart beats for love
My heart beats for love

Whoa ooh oh oh oh yeah

I'm not to cross this battle field
I'm screaming out, can you hear me now?
I'm holding on, I stand my ground
I'm screaming out, can you hear me now?

My heart beats for love
My heart beats for love
It's the sound that I hear, tells me not to give up
It breathes in my chest and
It runs through my blood
My heart beats for love
My heart beats for love

My heart beats for love
My heart beats for love
It's the sound that I hear, tells me not to give up
It breathes in my chest and
It runs through my blood
My heart beats for love
My heart beats for love

my first kiss :) by 3OH!3 FEAT KESHA

My first kiss went a little like this
And twist
And twist

[Ke$ha]
Well my first kiss went a little like this
And twist
And twist

[Verse]
I said no more teachers
And no more books
I got a kiss under the bleachers
Hoping that nobody looks
Lips like liquorish
Tongue like candy
Excuse me miss but can I get you out your panties?

[Hook]
In the back of the car
On the way to the bar
I got you on my list
[I got you on my list]
At the foot of the stairs
With my fingers in your hair
Baby, this is it

[Chorus]
She won’t ever get enough
Once she gets a little touch
If I had it my way,
You know that I’d make her say
Ooooooh
Ooooooh

She won’t ever get enough
Once she gets a little touch
If I had it my way,
You know that I’d make her say
Ooooooh
Ooooooh


[Verse]
Well my first kiss went a little like this
I said no more sailors
And no more soldiers
With your name in a heart
Tattooed up on the shoulders
Your kiss is like whiskey
It gets me drunk
And I wake up in the morning with the taste of your tongue

[Hook]
In the back of the car
On the way to the bar
I got you on my list
[I got you on my list]
At the foot of the stairs
With my fingers in your hair
Baby, this is it

[Chorus]
She won’t ever get enough
Once she gets a little touch
If I had it my way,
You know that I’d make her say
Ooooooh
Ooooooh

She won’t ever get enough
Once she gets a little touch
If I had it my way,
You know that I’d make her say
Ooooooh
Ooooooh


[3OH!3]
My first went a little like this
And twist
And twist
[Ke$ha]
Well My first kiss went a little like this
And twist
And twist

[Chorus]
She won’t ever get enough
Once she gets a little touch
If I had it my way
You know that I’d make her say
Ooooooh
Ooooooh

[Chorus]
She won’t ever get enough
Once she gets a little touch
If I had it my way,
You know that I’d make her say
Oooooooh
Oooooooh
She won’t ever get enough
Once she gets a little touch
If I had it my way,
You know that I’d make her say

MY FIRST WORD :)

heyyo :D new blog and to all bloggers :)

hoho , now 1.30 a.m already , jubilant + excited nakk tuliss kt blog baru , ngeh -.-

*jakun gilaa XD ermm, blank otakk doo nak tulis apa ni ?? haih , its okayy lahh gonna continue to the next day , wait and see yaa , haha

goodnight :) and dont miss out the next episode of my life ! boiyyeeee (love saying this word XD)