PHOTOSHOOT BY ME !

This is where the hurting starts & the nightmare begins.

She is a sensitive girl,
whenever she heard someone talking bad about her,she will cry all night,
especially when it goes to her friends.
she just love her friends so much until if she ever messed up something,
the guilt it her up inside slowly.

I'm the girl,
I cant help myself when one of my friends like ignoring me,
I would let the tears rolled down onto my cheeks and kiss my lips,
put up as many status that related to the problems of mine throuugh facebook and twitter even while blogging,
And my mood would run nowhere and it cant find it ways until the relation between me and my friend are well-repair.

I'm begging for a better life,
don't ruin my days,
as I want to face each day with a smile crossed over my lips,
Why problems always miss me?
I had give enough tears last time,
wasn't it enough as paid for you,problem?
I wonder could I ever kiss happiness? ...


mode : hurting
love,ummu athiyah azmi 2011

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Event with prime minister.

ok we were attending dinner with the prime minister not as guess but as people in charged in that event.i tell you ahhh that was so terrible ! we were on duty taking vips' to their table.and so many shit things could happen at that time.cant find the table,guests were angry,and much more.here i leave you all with some coolest pictures.we're rockin that shot.

Awaaaaay again ~

I find facebook is such a waste of time.Sometimes I felt like I have sacrificed all my precious time just wanna be with facebook,chatting and stalking people.well i would love to do that everyday.hehehe.and yeah once again I deactivated my fb's account and dont know when is the reactive date.maybe a week later,a month,a year ? woww thats too long.cant survive that long lol.evenmore,im having my spm so its kinda good decision right? hope so ....

*to 'you' im waiting for you to text me or wtv lah k.since we cant chatting through fb and others.to whom that think the 'you' is refer to them,do text me k*

mode : waiting
love,ummu athiyah 2011

EXPRESSING ;)

I know you cant deny it,
from your eyes i can see the love,
where its pure and alive,

You're so sweet for me to abandon you,
I'm melting by your voice,
Shaking through your eyes,
Surrender in your arms.

Maybe you're my fate and maybe not,
I have no cares about that,
bcs life is all about trying,
no try no success.

You all i want,and I all you have,
even bruno mars is scared by your words,
justin bieber get goosebumps by your looks,
eminem runs like a dog chasing cat when you just about to talk,
and I know I'm over describing,
but I got no words anymore to describe how amazing you are,
cs you and me are all falling in love so deeply.

lets tell the world we are so in love,
like nobody are annoyed with us,
make it clean and clear,
bcs I know i'm crapping all night,
stop me now or I'll said night is just born to say 'every night is a friday night'

tell me now or i will down by my knees,crying bcs of yr ego just to tell me 'I love you'

WAIT ! NOT A FULLSTOP YET.

Hehehe from my previous post i said wanna go to sleep already aye? but you know me,ehehe always say NOT YET.fav words ever hahaha *laughing alone in a middle of night lol.now its 1.22 am already.i feel like wanna write something.just feel like typing thats why.haha :))

I'm sitting alone,
remembering about the past,
our past story that I thought gonna built our future,
but i was wrong,
again and always.

You step inside then walk away,
that's your fav routine right ?
I love you,I miss you,I need you,
that's how you shoot me,
and hell yeah you must be so expert in it,
bcs im all melting.

Our past,never be repeated,
your says just full with lies,
with the promise in myself,i would never fall in love with a man like you again.

*k thats long ! :O never thought gonna have such a long idea liddat.haha and this is so not about me k.dont misunderstood kbye,xx

Free-awhile from exam :)

ok lets started with how did I study during the monthly test.It's so stressful k when it comes to biology,chemistry,physics and addmath.ohmaigod they really such a great internal killer i tell you.I got headache,not enough slept *well its normal for spm sitters but so abnormal for me lol.

and yeah for this monthly test it took only 3 days to make us half-death.as you can see,yes we are ! this is not a created story.this is reality mayne ! urghh ok im overeact :p its not that worst hehehhe.im enough typing,and tomorrow i still have to face the school and ohh yeah ! cant wait + excited + scared + nervous = results.

bye.gonna meet you guys in a week after.
love,ummu athiyah ;)