CRACK THE LAUGH TILL YOU CAN, LIFE IS SHORT SO LAUGH INSANELY :D

ME AND YOU :D

We both young,
with same age,
i dont know you,
you dont know me,
we are from different school and place,
i know some of your mutual friends,
and so do you,
we meet at cyber world,
how useful facebook is.

we had a chat till late at night,
almost everyday since the first day i know you,
every morning i woke up i saw your smile on my screen's cell phone,
is it kind of sweet?
how glad am i for knowing you as my new friends,
you fill up my bored day with your hillarious joke.

i dont know you,
you dont know me,
we are from different school and place,
yeaaaah , ohhhhhh ohhhhh

i realize,
its not easy to find a friend like you,
you and me,
together lets shaking this world,
with our soul and passion,
you love music,
i love drama.

and i wll find no end for this :)

Try something new xD

i love music. but i just dont know to rock it out. yeaaah xD i got tried once but i just screwed it off -.- what a dumbass. hahaa. so noob. ah whatever. i'll learn it oneday. ONEDAY OKAY. haha

New things happen with reasons :)

i wanna be mature than before. Experience taught me so well to be mature and strong enough. i feel like a momma now. HAHA. it seems that life give me so many experienced for now :D how life love to taught me kan ? ish ish ish. but theres some benefit on what happen in my life. o become stronger , tougher , and mature i guess? i dont know. hahaaa .

BE WILDER ! ROARR

GIRLS NEED TO DO WHAT WE HAVE TO DO. NOTHING CAN STOP US. WATCH OUT YOU GUYS xD

Destiny :')

first time i met you,
I knew your the one for me,
second time i met you,
i got the sign that you felt the same,

we were hand to hand,
i feel the static,
we were heart to heart,
i feel the nervous,
we were lips to lips,
i knew that you are forever mine.

But sometimes it wont last.
and you try to mess up everything,
you teach me pains
you draw me a pair of panda eyes,
i realize your not my destiny,
not my destiny.

you can go now and leave me alone,
because your not my destiny baby,
not my destiny.

one day,
i'll meet someone that care about how i feel,
what i do,
and every single thing about me.
and that is you baby, my destiny :)

p/s : i create by my own. hakcipta terpelihara.

Ready or not ? spm is just a few months left.

even theres still a year left to face the SPM , but time is going faster now than before. blink and close yr eyes now, and tomorrow already spm. im so afraid. but i did nothing YET. i really wish i got the best result. haih. hopefully. do pray for me kay ? :)

p/s : i will change someday. but before next year la. haha. chao :D

Entah la wey.

1st thing, perempuan betrayer! :
Haihh, pening pening. everything i said, did nothings going well. wtf? -.- kenapalaa masalah tkpernah lari dr aku. satu satu dtg. baru aku nak lupakn ttg all those rubbish thinggy dtg la masalah lain. ada kwn mcm haram. ingatkan boleh dipercayai, kononnye mcm care pasal aku. last last pergi cerita hbs kt mamat tuu! mmg pissed off gila ahh.fed up aku dgn budak budak ni. perangai sume mcm sial. then buat buat lah emo. aku ni pun baik sangat. always say its okay even it hurt me like hell. haihh.
and now aku kena cop perempuan tktahu jaga mulut. mcm babii je. mencarut dh la ni. benci betul aku. kau mcm ahh bagus sgt nak suruh aku jaga mulut konon. kau lah punca nii semua. dh la malas nk ckp psl benda nii.

2nd thing, about shifting school :
taktahu laaa wey. nak pindah usj balik or stay dekat pbp. hmm , maybe pbp la kot. dh semua paksa aku jgn pinndah, haih, lgpun berat hati nak tinggalkan diorang. eceeeeh xD hahaha.

BEHIND MY SMILE ..

My life is getting suck since I know HIM and HER .
I hope I can rewind the time back and wish to God this is all never happen.
I cant believe that I will have to face such this problem.
What have I done ?
I done nothing.
Yeaah maybe.
That is because you MESSED UP with me first !
Then , why you should getting pissed off ?
It should be ME !
And now you want to put all the blame on me ?
And you girl , want to talk shit about me ?
GO AHEAD ! I DONT CARE !
As long as people that know me better, know what's the truth.
Who should be blame on all these crap thing.
Oh , maybe you think Its all my fault ?
Are you such a heartless ?
Do you know how does it feel when people break your heart ?
Of course you DO !
Then , you should understand my situation here.
You break my heart , and this is the RESULT.
You have to be prepared earlier before decided to break my heart.
ONCE AGAIN , maybe you are just way way STUPID. and cant think wisely.
After what you've done , you have to accept all this thing.

Everytime we touch :')

'EVERYTIME WE TOUCH I FEEL THE STATIC :)'

Take my heart :')

You can take my heart for a walk on the beach
You can take my heart for a little trip
You can take my heart very close to your heart
You can take my heart forever if you like

But not every heart belongs to any other
You and I
You and I are meant to be
I'm the one for you, You're the one for me
You love me as much as I do
When you look at me and we're skin to skin
I want you so
Please come in
And you love me more and more
And my love grows up with you
And you kiss me more and more
And I kiss you, too
And I kiss you, too

If I take your heart, I will cherish it every day
If I take your heart, I will heal these old wounds
If I take your heart, it's to make it happy
If I take your heart, it's forever close to mine

But not every heart belongs to any other
You and I
You and I are meant to be
I'm the one for you, You're the one for me
You love me as much as I do
When you look at me and we're skin to skin
I want you so
Please come in
And you love me more and more
And my love grows up with you
And you kiss me more and more
And I kiss you, too
And I kiss you, too

I don't care, I don't care
If I'm again carried away
If you swear, if you swear
To give me your heart in return
To give me your heart in return

I don't care, I don't care
If I'm again carried away
If you swear, if you swear
To give me your heart in return
To give me your heart in return

Bravo charlie

I feel like singing sad songs all night
I feel like tuning you out
do you want to make it in to more of a fight
is this yelling what love's all about?

so go on, and tear me apart
yeah just go on in straight for my chest
and maybe it's mostly my fault
'cause if I'm the only girl you ever had
I guess I can't be the best
can't be the best

and I feel like falling asleep while you scream
I feel like tuning you out
do you want to stand up and make a big scene?
put the lid down, pick up the dog shit, and shut your mouth


and I feel like singing sad songs all night :')

CHILL-ING :D

Thank Goshh , now i'm feeling much better :D
Thanks to my friends a lot ! You guys such an AWESOME FRIEND EVER . without you guys I dont know what wiil happen to me :)
Sekarang nii , aku dah okay sangaaat. dah takde rasa apa apa dh , TEEHEE
Lets the past be my worst history ever , and my future be the most superb journey :'D

I dont know why , but after I know the paniful truth , i woke up as the cheerful UMMU ATHIYAH back , its hard to believe aite ? maybe Allah makbulkan doa aku kott , supaya aku jadi tabah and ceria balik , hehehe

Me and asyraf , the history between us I'll keep in my heart as the sweetest thing , and maybe I'll just be friend with him. Act like nothing had happened between us . If he want it too lahh :P

okaaaay guys , that's al . malas nk tulis . sakit belakang . hahaha . byeee XD

IT's FATED

I dont know why. Its clueless . All of sudden asyraf asked for break :( ya Allah , time tu tuhan je lah tahu apa aku rasa . The hurt that i felt at that moment is undescribe-able . nothing can explain how broken my heart is . asyraf ali , sumpah aku sayang kau , then apasal tiba tiba mintak break ? I NEED YOUR EXPLANATION :'( we were too sweet and suddenly you buat mcm nie . I taak paham gilaaaa ! Mata dh bengkak mcm nak mati . then boleh lg you ckp jgn nangis kt i ? you gilaaa ke ? gaduh biasa biasa punn , i nangis , ni apatah lg you buat mcm nie . IF you ada problem , just tell me lahh. biar i faham , ni tak . tiba tiba jee . okay kalau you taknak sakit kn hati i . but if you buat mcm nie i lg sakit okaaay ? hmmm , i hoped gilaa relationship i kali nie dgn you tahan lama , but its always ended up after 1 month +++ :(

maybe its fated for me , for not having a long lasting relationship with the person I loved . I try to accept it even its too hard this time. before ni tak la sakit sgt , but kali ni its super duper HURT ! THANKS ASYRAF ALI , FOR EVERYTHING . I SEDIH GILAAA DGN TINDAKAN YOU