Would I turn like this pwetty pwetty shexxayy model ?

they're shooo pretty,they can make me envy :( wanna be on top ? haha on future,you guys will see me in magazinesssssss !

Owwmaigod ! I LOVE GLEEWW ! AHA

this musical drama gotta drive me crazy ! *vroomvroomvroom!* hahhaa.the songs are shoooo kewl i can die.lol

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i've set my mind for not spend my day too much on social network.no use i guess.especially fb,at first its entertaining but sometimes it can be so emotional when i stalking 'his' profile.idk why even he did nothing but still can feel the sorrow :/ this year im sooo gonna focussing on my EXAM ! so kennot waste my time anymore.i've to give a million success towards my parents.they're irreplacable :)

Gotta believe it !

well,its been a very-long-while no updating my blog.lots of thing happen and I kinda shocked w all that.I dont want to dissapoint any guy by rejecting their love.I've no clue what to do and why should they confessing toward me when me myself have no answer for their questions.and at last I give em hopes.well,i never ever meant to do that but i dowan em to think that im such a heartless.moreover,the guilts eat me up when i have to reject em.cs i do well know how it looks like to being hurt.for sure,i have a crush on someone and that's the top reason why i cant accept them instead no loving em right.actually,i just reactivated my fb's account and offing my phone awhile due to my heart-stress.girls know what i mean better :p

"The most important thing in life is to learn how to give out love, and to let it come in."

I USUALLY AM A CHEERFUL PERSON, BUT ONCE YOU DID SOMETHING BAD TO ME THE WORLD WILL TURN UPSIDE DOWN AND I CAN HARDLY TO STAND UP ALONE

What you've to learn is ....

Learn from your past and get ready for the consequences of yr mistake.

Prepare for being rejected and remind yourself that it is a fate and you've done your best.

Keep telling yourself 'IT'S OKAY'

Whenever you feel bad, tell yourself 'I'M FINE'

Believe in your decision and once you had say it, no turning back and no regret. And no matter what happen believe in fate. Whatever will happen in our future theres must be something behind all this (:

When its dark enough, you will see the star. When its raining you will find rainbow behind it. When theres no star, you will see the moon that always be there.

Expect unexpected things

Sometimes we dont have any idea why is some thing happen to us. We always asked to ourself, what? why? and how?. And this is what has happened to me lately. I used to ask myself the same questions. But still, no answer. PAST COME TO VISIT MY FUTURE. Its so unexpected when you left me before, for the reason that you cant love me more than yr ex. I tried to accept that even i hardly to move on but at last i did it. I'm lost contact with you bcs i dont want to be labelled as relationship's disturb-er. Yeah as i thought you come back looking for me. but i expect just as friend. thats what i expect at the beginning. But suddenly, you came to me and want me back. Its not as easy as the first time i accepted you. Way way difference. I cant love you as deeply as before. And I cant get rid of thinking that your the liar and the one had broke my heart into very tiny pieces and make my life miserable. That words will always stick in my mind and written on yr head everytime i see you. No sorry, bcs I talk the truth. And some says that tell the truth and accept it even its hurt. This is what you've to pay for what you've done at past.