Expect unexpected things

Sometimes we dont have any idea why is some thing happen to us. We always asked to ourself, what? why? and how?. And this is what has happened to me lately. I used to ask myself the same questions. But still, no answer. PAST COME TO VISIT MY FUTURE. Its so unexpected when you left me before, for the reason that you cant love me more than yr ex. I tried to accept that even i hardly to move on but at last i did it. I'm lost contact with you bcs i dont want to be labelled as relationship's disturb-er. Yeah as i thought you come back looking for me. but i expect just as friend. thats what i expect at the beginning. But suddenly, you came to me and want me back. Its not as easy as the first time i accepted you. Way way difference. I cant love you as deeply as before. And I cant get rid of thinking that your the liar and the one had broke my heart into very tiny pieces and make my life miserable. That words will always stick in my mind and written on yr head everytime i see you. No sorry, bcs I talk the truth. And some says that tell the truth and accept it even its hurt. This is what you've to pay for what you've done at past.